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  Praise for Randall Kenan and A Visitation of Spirits

  “Randall Kenan is a genius, our Black Marquez. He weaves myth, folktales, magic, and reality like no one else I know, and doesn’t miss a beat.” —Terry McMillan

  “Remarkable for its very ambiguities, this stylistically daring novel steers wide of the literature of oppression and uplift, and shares even less with tales of coming-out, in short, an original.”

  —Kirkus Reviews

  “Oh, the magic and music Randall Kenan brings to the page.”

  —Jill McCorkle, author of Life After Life

  “A gifted, confident writer.” —Raleigh News and Observer

  “Kenan’s grasp of his lightly fictionalized home’s history, ­geography, and culture was as keen as Faulkner’s.” —Slate

  “One of America’s finest writers.” —Southern Review of Books

  “These stories are accomplished and polished.”

  —Chicago Review of Books, on If I Had Two Wings

  “Nothing short of a wonder-book.”

  —New York Times Book Review, on Let the Dead Bury Their Dead

  ALSO BY RANDALL KENAN

  Let the Dead Bury Their Dead

  Walking on Water

  The Fire This Time

  If I Had Two Wings

  Grove Press

  New York

  Copyright © 1989 by Randall Kenan

  Introduction copyright © 2022 by Tarell Alvin McCraney

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  “Walk on By,” by Burt Bacharach and Hal David, © 1964 Blue Seas Music Inc. and Jac Music Company. Used by permission. “Fire and Rain,” by James Taylor, ©1969 Country Road Music Inc. and SBK Blackwood Music, Inc., all rights reserved. International copyright secured. Used by permission. “Subjunctive,” reproduced by permission from the Random House Dictionary of the English Language, second edition, unabridged. © 1987 by Random House, Inc. “Don’t Let the Sun Go Down On Me,” by Elton John and Bernie Taupin, ©1974 Big Pig Music, Ltd., all rights for the United States administered by Unichappell Music Inc. All rights reserved. Used by permission. “Joy to the World,” by Hoyt Axton, © 1970 by Lady Jane Music. Words and music by Hoyt Axton. Used by Permission.“The Womanhood, Section II,” by Gwendolyn Brooks, from Blacks, © 1987 by Gwendolyn Brooks. Used by permission

  Originally published in the United States in 1989 by Vintage Books, a division of Random House, Inc.

  Published simultaneously in Canada

  Printed in Canada

  This book was set in 13-pt. Centaur by Alpha Design & Composition of Pittsfield, NH

  First Grove Atlantic paperback edition: May 2022

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  ISBN 978-0-8021-5929-8

  eISBN 978-0-8021-5932-8

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  to the one who made a way out of no way

  my mother,

  Mrs. Mary Kenan Hall

  and in memoriam

  Maggie Williams Kenan

  Leslie Norman Kenan

  Roma Edward Kenan

  Eric Robert Simmons

  Quiet as it’s kept, a first novel is not written on a midnight candle and bread alone. This manuscript could not have been completed without the aid of: family—Mae, Edythe, Brown, Candie, Nikki, George, Mathis, Eleanor, Cassandra, Jackie; teachers—Max Steele, Doris Betts, Daphne Athas, Louis Rubin, Lee Greene; colleagues—Ann Close, Bobbie Bristol, Karen Latuchie, Laurie Winer; an editor—Walter Bode; an agent—Eric Ashworth; friends—Randy, Patrick, Zollie, Gregory, Beth, Nell, Toby, Tom, Amy, Terrence, Robin, Alane, Joe, Nina . . .

  And the inscrutable grace of the Host of Hosts

  We thank you all.

  CONTENTS

  Introduction

  White Sorcery

  Black Necromancy

  Holy Science

  Old Demonology

  Old Gods, New Demons

  “Are spirits’ lives so short?” asked Scrooge.

  “My life upon this globe is very brief,” replied the Ghost. “It ends to-night.”

  “To-night!” cried Scrooge.

  “To-night at midnight. Hark! The time is drawing near.”

  —CHARLES DICKENS

  A Christmas Carol

  To call up a demon you must learn its name. Men dreamed that, once, but now it is real in another way . . .

  —WILLIAM GIBSON

  Neuromancer

  Introduction to

  A Visitation of Spirits

  It begins with a fall, the time of year, of Grace.

  It begins with a spell, as it must, with Horace, young, gifted, and Black, calling on all a sixteen-year-old knows of the earth, all he can remember from church, and all the ancestors whisper in dreams, to aid him in his plight to change. Horace Thomas Cross in fictional Tims Creek, North Carolina, is determined to find the strength to up and fly away; away from all that won’t understand him and that he himself does not understand.

  Horace has made a self-discovery and needs to get out before anyone else uncovers it. And because A Visitation of Spirits, a story about an old family in the New World, ponders Grace and the mercurial absence of an omnipresent God, Horace’s journey leads him through sudden storms, into woods dark and familiar, and at long last, face-to-face with himself.

  I don’t know if Mr. Randall Kenan meant to awaken me the way he did; startle me into self-awareness. I don’t know if he came from a family described in the book as proud and matrilineal. I don’t know if he meant for this book to be one that Black queer men of a certain age regard as “a first testament” to our lives in a wanning pandemic, a will to live, a recounting.

  I don’t know.

  After his death in August of 2020, I sorted through my old email accounts to find our correspondences. He spoke to me like I was a nephew, he wished me well and hoped I would find peace. “Oh, take a vacation,” one email laments. I don’t know if he was saying it for me or him.

  I only met him once, for tea, black for him and green for me, in a too-early cafe in midtown Manhattan. Our teatime was awkward, he allowed it to be, so that neither of us felt the tremendous pressure to be extraordinary as we often had to be in other spaces. As Cousin Ann recounts in Visitation, “But don’t you know it yet, Horace? You the Chosen Nigger.” But here, he knew, I needed, maybe we needed, to be ourselves, nothing more. He allowed deep pauses of nothing, for genuine questions to arise. He set the portrait I would come to replicate in my own work, the painting of two awkward men from the Southern United States who queerness had chosen and who, because it was the Blackest, truest thing to do, had chosen it back. We could love all the things that did not add up. We could love the quiet and the questions. We could embrace curiosity with a capital C.

  “Curiosity” in this novel, Mr. Kenan assigns to Rev. James “Jimmy” Greene, the dutiful widowed pastor cousin/uncle to Horace. I don’t have to explain a cousin/uncle, right? Maybe I do. Your father’s cousin is your cousin, yes? But said cousin is your mother’s age; so, you give the respect you would of an uncle or aunt to that cousin. Right? Because . . . Because you do.

  Horace, who as I said before, is right as we speak, as you read, if you turn these pages, trying desperately to change himself into something—anything else—with powers we dare not speak of; with answers he has braided together from the very book cousin/uncle Jimmy sites to counter his cousin/nephew’s waxing, confusing desires. Even as Jimmy wants to make room for Horace’s exploration, he is still a pastor and parishioner, mourning his inability to allow his own curiosity to dig him deeper into the murky and unknowable mire that is life. Maybe that’s why his wife strayed? Maybe that’s why his little cousin Horace is a . . . He can’t even say it. “You know as well as I what the Bible says” is Jimmy’s occupational answer to Horace’s inquiry on same-sex love. For Horace, the clarity of damnation in that question still eludes his thirst for answers.

  It would be something if this novel were a tome of thoughts and ideas from antiquity that save us from ourselves today. No lie, I wished it were, the twenty-year-old who first read this book sped through it and devoured it hoping its passages of longing and family misunderstandings—the quiet moments of surrender between the one you wished you could love and the one who loves you—all I hoped would be answered or explained away at the end of this book, pointing out the concise answer of “why
?” But then how would Mr. Kenan get us to come back, keep us coming back? Keep us revisiting.

  I have reread this book every two years (sometimes twice in a year) since 2001. I reread and I remember and sometimes I reflect. These hauntings, these revisits, are all fueled by beautiful questions Mr. Kenan gifted us and cast us not as scholars or simply readers but as the curious; it’s the reason he talks directly to us and reminds us, through monologue of gentle inquiry, what Black life in the South was like prior to the cellphone. “But you’ve seen this, haven’t you?”

  It’s as if he wants us to secretly nod to each other over these quandaries heavy in our heart or gather, huddle around this story’s puzzle pieces together, finding and putting them next to each other, ultimately illuminating a work that feels foreign and all too familiar. Because there will be some, they come and they come, with questions like Horace, some will be curious like Jimmy, and even some will have questions like Aunt Ruth, the oldest living relative of Horace and Jimmy, though she makes sure they remember their kinship is through marriage, not by blood. Even she is wondering where the road turned. Some reads, you wish the characters would look around at all the gathered spirits and know that they are not alone in their questioning. We are not alone. Mr. Kenan makes sure we know it.

  Indeed, he takes us through the things we forgot in order to remind us how deeply curious we are or were about each other but more importantly about ourselves. He gives us back our wonder. True graceful wonder. Wonder at a world that would deny love to a boy because he aimed it at another boy. Wonder for a town that could not keep the secret affair of a pastor’s wife from diminishing his following. Wonder for an elderly woman, mad at the world, bent on heavenly reward, finding grace and joy at a child’s game like Pac-Man. That wonder will have you back reading, feeding the fire of questions that continue to consume you, burnishing your spirit with each revisit, each time more curious with a capital C.

  —Tarell Alvin McCraney

  December 2021

  White Sorcery

  The Lord is in his Holy Temple; let all

  the earth keep silent before him. I was

  glad when they said unto me, Let us go

  into the House of the Lord . . .

  December 8, 1985

  8:45 am

  “Lord, Lord, Lord,” she said.

  The first time she slipped on the grass and fell that morning, he rushed to her, but she shooed him away and clambered, slowly, to her feet. But then, after a few precious steps, she fell again.

  “Lord, Lord, Lord.”

  This time she just sat there on the frost-covered lawn, between her house and Jimmy’s car, her head hung down, her eyes closed.

  “You okay, Aunt Ruth? You want some help?”

  Jimmy stood less than two feet from his great-aunt, but he hesitated. When he walked up to her and stooped over to pick her up, she opened her eyes and shot him a look that sent slivers of ice through his veins.

  “I’m fine! Leave me be! I can get up on my own. Just leave me a spell.”

  Reluctantly, Jimmy stepped back and watched her jam her cane into the earth as though she were driving a stake, and, after getting up onto her knees, put one foot on the ground and stop.

  “Helpher, boy.”

  From the car Zeke called to Jimmy. He leaned out the window from the front seat of the blue Oldsmobile and watched the old woman with impatience. Like her, he was wearing Sunday-go-to-meeting best; his fedora, perhaps as old as he, sat in his lap.

  “I don’t need no help, Ezekiel Cross!”

  “You do, Ruth. Let this boy help you.”

  “I been standing up on my own for ninety-two years and I—”

  “Yeah, but look like you ain’t doing too good a job right now.”

  Her cane slipped again and down she went with an umph and a sigh like grey.

  This time she offered no resistance when Jimmy gently lifted her to her feet and dusted off her clothes. She stood still at first, her brow covered with sweat, though the air was frigid. Taking her first step like a calf trying out new legs, slowly, more and more confidently, she walked to the car.

  “Just old,” she finally mumbled to herself. “Just old.”

  “You need any help getting in, Aunt Ruth?”

  Ignoring Jimmy, she slid her cane onto the floor of the backseat first, and holding onto the door frame as though a mighty wind might come along and snatch her away, she eased into the car, head first. Sitting, she pulled her legs in with great effort. Once in, puffing and wheezing and wiping away the sweat on her forehead, she impatiently motioned for Jimmy to close the door.

  Without saying a word, Jimmy got into the car, closed the door, and started down the dirt road.

  “Cold today, ain’t it?” Zeke yawned.

  “Yes, but the weatherman says it should warm up some. Said it’s going to rain too.”

  Ruth grunted. She stared out over the empty fields as the car drove past, her hands folded like heavy rags in her lap.

  A flock of black birds with red-tipped wings covered a field to the left. When the car passed they rose, as one, squawking and chirping, into the air, a sheer black cloth caught up in the wind, the tips of their wings crimson flashes. The black cloud sailed up and over the road, over the car, into the wood on the other side, fitting onto the tree limbs like black Christmas ornaments.

  “Ain’t gone rain. It’s gone snow.”

  “You think it will, Aunt Ruth?”

  “Ruth,” Zeke glanced back at her and clicked his mouth. “You know it ain’t gone snow in no December.”

  Ruth made her own clicking sound. “‘Think.’ Think? Boy, in all my ninety-some years, I spect I can tell when it’s gone snow or no. You see a sky like it is, and then on top of that see a swarm of them red-tipped blackbirds on the ground like that—You just wait and see. Besides. I feels it in my bones.” She turned and looked out the window.

  “Lord, Ruth, you make it sound like you know everything once you pass ninety.”

  “Well, you just get to ninety and see for yourself.”

  “I ain’t got but six years.”

  In a short while they passed a few cars lined up on the road, near the entrance to a driveway. Yet, more cars were in the driveway and in the yard of the white, A-framed house. People were milling all about the yard.

  Smoke rose off from the side of the house. Men congregated out near the barn; women stood around under the shed a few yards from the house.

  Zeke perked up. “Hog killing. Did you all know Bud Stokes was going to have a hog killing today?”

  “No.”

  “Of course,” Ruth said, scoldingly. “How can you live right here and not know somebody was having a hog killing? Nosey as you is?”

  “You all want to stop?” Jimmy looked at his watch.

  “No.” Ruth looked the other way. “Seen enough hog killings to last me another ninety-two years. Sides. I wants to get this here trip over and done with. Don’t like no long trip in no car, no how.”

  “You, Uncle Zeke?”

  Zeke looked out at the busy yard with the yearning of a sailor for the sea. “You heard her, boy. Drive on.”

  Soon the car turned off the dirt road onto the highway and drove on.

  ADVENT

  (or The Beginning of the End)

  You’ve been to a hog killing before, haven’t you? They don’t happen as often as they once did. People simply don’t raise hogs like they used to.

  Once, in this very North Carolina town, practically everyone with a piece of land kept a hog or two, at least. And come the cold months of December and January folk would begin to butcher and salt and smoke and pickle. In those days a hog was a mighty good thing to have, to see you through the winter. But you know all this, don’t you?

  Remember how excited all the children would be on hog-killing day? Running about, gnawing at cracklings. A tan-and-black mongrel would be snarling and barking and tugging with a German shepherd over some bloody piece of meat. People would be rushing about, here and yon. The men would crowd about the hogpen, the women would stand around long tables under a shed, and somewhere in the yard huge iron cauldrons full of water would boil and boil, stoked with oak and pine timber. The air would be thick with smoke and the smell of sage and pepper and cooked meats and blood. You can even smell it now, I’m sure.